As to Edmund, we must learn to do
without... As to Edmund, we must learn to do
without himThis will be the last winter of his belonging to us, as
he has done
“Yes,” said Lady Bertram, “but I wish he was not going away
They are all going away, I thinkI wish they would stay at home
This wish was levelled principally at Julia, who had just applied
for permission to go to town with Maria; and as Sir Thomas thought
it best for each daughter that the permission should be granted,
Lady Bertram, though in her own good-nature she would not have
prevented it, was lamenting the change it made in the prospect of
Julia’s return, which would otherwise have taken place about this
timeA great deal of good sense followed on Sir Thomas’s side, tending
to reconcile his wife to the arrangementEverything that a considerate
parent ought to feel was advanced for her use; and everything
that an affectionate mother must feel in promoting her
children’s enjoyment was attributed to her natureLady Bertram
agreed to it all with a calm “Yes”; and at the end of a quarter of an
hour’s silent consideration spontaneously observed, “Sir Thomas, I
have been thinking—and I am very glad we took Fanny as we did,
for now the others are away we feel the good of it
Sir Thomas
white chanel bag immediately improved this compliment by adding,
“Very trueWe shew Fanny what a good girl we think her by praising
her to her face, she is now a very valuable companionIf we
have been kind to her, she is now quite as necessary to us
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“Yes,” said Lady Bertram presently; “and it is a comfort to think
that we shall always have her
Sir Thomas paused, half smiled, glanced at his niece, and then
gravely replied, “She will never leave us, I hope, till invited to some
other home that may reasonably promise her greater happiness than
she knows here
“And that is not very likely to be, Sir ThomasWho should invite
her? Maria might be very glad to see her at Sotherton now and then,
but she would not think of asking her to live there; and I am sure
she is better off here; and besides, I cannot do without her
The week which passed so quietly and peaceably at the great house
in Mansfield had a very different character at the ParsonageTo the
young lady, at least, in each family, it brought very different feelings
What was tranquillity and comfort to Fanny was tediousness
and vexation to MarySomething arose from difference of disposition
and habit: one so easily satisfied, the other so unused to
chanel handbags collection endure;
but still more might be imputed to difference of circumstances
In some points of interest they were exactly opposed to each other
To Fanny’s mind, Edmund’s absence was really, in its cause and its
tendency, a reliefTo Mary it was every way painfulShe felt the
want of his society every day, almost every hour, and was too much
in want of it to derive anything but irritation from considering the
object for which he wentHe could not have devised anything more
likely to raise his consequence than this week’s absence, occurring as
it did at the very time of her brother’s going away, of William Price’s
going too, and completing the sort of general break-up of a party
which had been so animatedThey were now a
miserable trio, confined within doors by a series of rain and snow,
with nothing to do and no variety to hope forAngry as she was
with Edmund for adhering to his own notions, and acting on them
in defiance of her (and she had been so angry that they had hardly
parted friends at the ball), she could not help thinking of him continually
when absent, dwelling on his merit and affection, and longing
again for the almost daily meetings they lately hadHis absence
was unnecessarily longHe should not have
mulberry bayswater bag planned such an absence—
he should not have left home for a week, when her own
departure from Mansfield was so nearThen she began to blame
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herselfShe wished she had not spoken so warmly in their last conversation
She was afraid she had used some strong, some contemptuous
expressions in speaking of the clergy, and that should not
have beenIt was ill-bred; it was wrongShe wished such words
unsaid with all her heart
Her vexation did not end with the weekAll this was bad, but she
had still more to feel when Friday came round again and brought
no Edmund; when Saturday came and still no Edmund; and when,
through the slight communication with the other family which Sunday
produced, she learned that he had actually written home to
defer his return, having promised to remain some days longer with
his friend
If she had felt impatience and regret before—if she had been sorry
for what she said, and feared its too strong effect on him—she now
felt and feared it all tenfold moreShe had, moreover, to contend
with one disagreeable emotion entirely new to her—jealousyOwen had sisters; he might find them attractiveBut, at
any rate, his staying away at a time when, according to all preceding
plans, she was
tiffany and co jewelry to remove to London, meant something that she
could not bearHad Henry returned, as he talked of doing, at the
end of three or four days, she should now have been leaving
MansfieldIt became absolutely necessary for her to get to Fanny
and try to learn something moreShe could not live any longer in
such solitary wretchedness; and she made her way to the Park,
through difficulties of walking which she had deemed unconquerable
a week before, for the chance of hearing a little in addition, for
the sake of at least hearing his name
The first half-hour was lost, for Fanny and Lady Bertram were
together, and unless she had Fanny to herself she could hope for
nothingBut at last Lady Bertram left the room, and then almost
immediately Miss Crawford thus began, with a voice as well regulated
as she could—”And how do you like your cousin Edmund’s
staying away so long? Being the only young person at home, I consider
you as the greatest suffererDoes his staying
longer surprise you?”
“I do not know,” said Fanny hesitatingly“Yes; I had not particularly
expected it
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“Perhaps he will always stay longer than he talks ofIt is the general
way all young men do
“He did not, the only time he went to
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